the story of me

1: I cant finish a book until I have a new one to start on.

2: I can pick things up with my toes and do it daily

3: I need to only hear the first few notes of a song to know what it is
and I will also know the first line to it. I've been tested. I dont lose. LOL

4: I've recently rediscovered the rocker chick in me! I'm dig Halestorm, Jackyl, & Rob Zombie!

5: I am a huge flirt and I love men! I can also appreciate a beautiful woman
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6: I have not really worn tennis shoes in years. Its usually boots, flip-flops or heels.

7: You'll also rarely see me in a T-shirt

8: I have a mild case of road rage. People who dont know the rules of the road piss me off!

9: I usually have to buy new plants in the spring cause I've killed what I had over the winter!

10: I am in a group online. We were a baby group and went through our pregnancies and deliveries together, now our 'babies' are 12. These girls know everything about me and I adore them!

11: I am a reality TV junkie!

12: Purses are my weakness.

13: DONNY-DONNY-DONNY!

14: I hate putting away laundry

15: I truly believe I've met and now dont speak with my soul mate. I guess I wasn't his. </3

16: I never thought I would fall in love with a goat!

17: I take a picture about everyday but I never print them out.

18: I'm a GILF... I have 4 grandchildren.

19: I use the F word when I'm frustrated just because it feels good to say it.

20: I still talk to the men I have had relationships with except for the 2 I had a baby with. How odd is that?

21: I have been a mother since I was 15 years old.

22: I have anxiety attacks just thinking about going to the dentist

23: I am very independent and hate being questioned

24: I love getting text, it means someone thought of me

25: spelling and gramatical errors bug the crap out of me!

26: I am a great graphic designer, I love amazing myself and friends I make stuff for

27: My funeral is planned out, down to the songs I want played

28: I am addicted to my cell phone, vodka and candy crush!

29: I like getting dirty and being one of the boys but also dressing up and being a girly girl

30: I know how fortunate I am to have great people in my life who really love me

...new glasses, new hair, new me.

I AM ENOUGH.

I am full of sparkle and compassion. I genuinely want to make the world a better place. I love hard. I practice kindness. I’m not afraid of the truth. I am loyal, adventurous, supportive, and surprising. I am a woman. I am enough. I make mistakes, but I own them and learn from them. Sometimes I make a bunch of mistakes.

I am an open book, juicy, artistic, curvy, full blast. I am also emotional, demanding, and looking for answers. I am a woman who is open to mysteries, accepting of miracles. I am diving in, devouring, loving, protecting, peeling back the surface of petty desires to the hunger for connection, for belief, for truth.

I am less concerned with doing things correctly than I once was and more concerned with dancing, bowling, and singing loudly even if I dont know all the words.

I accept that I try hard to see the good in everyone and that it usually backfires on me. I accept that I usually dont stand up for myself, and for not always saying whats really on my mind, and allowing myself to slip into self imposed isolation. I accept that dont like to play by the rules, or answer questions or have the freedom to do what I want, when I want it. I am still enough.

I am a lover of salty popcorn, vodka, a full moon and stars in the midnight sky, a big ol barn sitting in the middle of nowhere, the smell cotton candy, laughing until I can’t breathe, having someone reach for my hand. I am a dreamer, a friend, a jokester, a daughter, a confidant, and a life long student.

I am enough.

I miss...

my friend.

The end.

10 days...

5K, I've learned, is 3 miles. I'm going to die.

yup.

Sweet (Freshman) Karoline