No one can say more to me than I have already yelled at myself.
August 12, 2013
July 27, 2013
the story of me
1: I cant finish a book until I have a new one to start on.
2: I can pick things up with my toes and do it daily
3: I need to only hear the first few notes of a song to know what it is
and I will also know the first line to it. I've been tested. I dont lose. LOL
4: I've recently rediscovered the rocker chick in me! I'm dig Halestorm, Jackyl, & Rob Zombie!
5: I am a huge flirt and I love men! I can also appreciate a beautiful woman
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6: I have not really worn tennis shoes in years. Its usually boots, flip-flops or heels.
7: You'll also rarely see me in a T-shirt
8: I have a mild case of road rage. People who dont know the rules of the road piss me off!
9: I usually have to buy new plants in the spring cause I've killed what I had over the winter!
10: I am in a group online. We were a baby group and went through our pregnancies and deliveries together, now our 'babies' are 12. These girls know everything about me and I adore them!
11: I am a reality TV junkie!
12: Purses are my weakness.
13: DONNY-DONNY-DONNY!
14: I hate putting away laundry
15: I truly believe I've met and now dont speak with my soul mate. I guess I wasn't his. </3
16: I never thought I would fall in love with a goat!
17: I take a picture about everyday but I never print them out.
18: I'm a GILF... I have 4 grandchildren.
19: I use the F word when I'm frustrated just because it feels good to say it.
20: I still talk to the men I have had relationships with except for the 2 I had a baby with. How odd is that?
21: I have been a mother since I was 15 years old.
22: I have anxiety attacks just thinking about going to the dentist
23: I am very independent and hate being questioned
24: I love getting text, it means someone thought of me
25: spelling and gramatical errors bug the crap out of me!
26: I am a great graphic designer, I love amazing myself and friends I make stuff for
27: My funeral is planned out, down to the songs I want played
28: I am addicted to my cell phone, vodka and candy crush!
29: I like getting dirty and being one of the boys but also dressing up and being a girly girl
30: I know how fortunate I am to have great people in my life who really love me
2: I can pick things up with my toes and do it daily
3: I need to only hear the first few notes of a song to know what it is
and I will also know the first line to it. I've been tested. I dont lose. LOL
4: I've recently rediscovered the rocker chick in me! I'm dig Halestorm, Jackyl, & Rob Zombie!
5: I am a huge flirt and I love men! I can also appreciate a beautiful woman
.
6: I have not really worn tennis shoes in years. Its usually boots, flip-flops or heels.
7: You'll also rarely see me in a T-shirt
8: I have a mild case of road rage. People who dont know the rules of the road piss me off!
9: I usually have to buy new plants in the spring cause I've killed what I had over the winter!
10: I am in a group online. We were a baby group and went through our pregnancies and deliveries together, now our 'babies' are 12. These girls know everything about me and I adore them!
11: I am a reality TV junkie!
12: Purses are my weakness.
13: DONNY-DONNY-DONNY!
14: I hate putting away laundry
15: I truly believe I've met and now dont speak with my soul mate. I guess I wasn't his. </3
16: I never thought I would fall in love with a goat!
17: I take a picture about everyday but I never print them out.
18: I'm a GILF... I have 4 grandchildren.
19: I use the F word when I'm frustrated just because it feels good to say it.
20: I still talk to the men I have had relationships with except for the 2 I had a baby with. How odd is that?
21: I have been a mother since I was 15 years old.
22: I have anxiety attacks just thinking about going to the dentist
23: I am very independent and hate being questioned
24: I love getting text, it means someone thought of me
25: spelling and gramatical errors bug the crap out of me!
26: I am a great graphic designer, I love amazing myself and friends I make stuff for
27: My funeral is planned out, down to the songs I want played
28: I am addicted to my cell phone, vodka and candy crush!
29: I like getting dirty and being one of the boys but also dressing up and being a girly girl
30: I know how fortunate I am to have great people in my life who really love me
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| ...new glasses, new hair, new me. |
I AM ENOUGH.
I am full of sparkle and compassion. I genuinely want to make the world a better place. I love hard. I practice kindness. I’m not afraid of the truth. I am loyal, adventurous, supportive, and surprising. I am a woman. I am enough. I make mistakes, but I own them and learn from them. Sometimes I make a bunch of mistakes.
I am an open book, juicy, artistic, curvy, full blast. I am also emotional, demanding, and looking for answers. I am a woman who is open to mysteries, accepting of miracles. I am diving in, devouring, loving, protecting, peeling back the surface of petty desires to the hunger for connection, for belief, for truth.
I am less concerned with doing things correctly than I once was and more concerned with dancing, bowling, and singing loudly even if I dont know all the words.
I accept that I try hard to see the good in everyone and that it usually backfires on me. I accept that I usually dont stand up for myself, and for not always saying whats really on my mind, and allowing myself to slip into self imposed isolation. I accept that dont like to play by the rules, or answer questions or have the freedom to do what I want, when I want it. I am still enough.
I am a lover of salty popcorn, vodka, a full moon and stars in the midnight sky, a big ol barn sitting in the middle of nowhere, the smell cotton candy, laughing until I can’t breathe, having someone reach for my hand. I am a dreamer, a friend, a jokester, a daughter, a confidant, and a life long student.
I am enough.
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