thoughts...

I know I am not perfect
I know I have made my share of mistakes in my life
I know I will always in some ways handle some things wrong
but I also know that even when I make those mistakes
I make them from a good place in my heart
I do not unleash negativity that I have buried deeply in my core
because it is not there to unleash
I am not perfect... I know this
do I have negative thoughts about people
sometimes
would I unleash those thoughts onto that person
no ... I wouldn't
it's not in me to be cruel
it's not in me to be hateful
it's not in me to make wounds in people souls
in my heart I know those people will see the error's of their ways someday
I know they will grow from the experiences they have in life
I do not judge the person on their faults of their past
I do not judge the person on their faults of today
nor will I judge them on their faults in the future
I accept them ... show them love and concern
if I can't do that they are not a part of my life
in my mind and heart, people God has put in my life, he put there for a reason
it is not to judge them
it is not to abuse them with my words
its to lift them up
build them up
make them feel loved ... even when they don't do right
to try to help them see when they are not doing right
but not by angry words
but by loving and caring words
words from my heart
words that bring tears
words from my experiences
Will I be walked on to keep from speaking my mind when I am done wrong
no ...
I will defend myself
I will express my hurt in what they have said or done
will I hold it against them ... against our relationship ..
no ...
not to these people God placed in my life
I will rebuild ... fix what was broken and embrace them in good or bad
but with some people
it is very, very hard
how do I do that?
am I suppose to do that?